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Richard Carpenter

Well! Here's the music.

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Well.

I'm getting the sheet music to "LET IT GOO"

Mistake

Why do you even care @ kids?  Frozen was made to comfort them.

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Me Singing

3 - Top of the World - no images
4 - Top of the World - no images

Please Stop

Ellen your message is that you're bad and need to be good.. it's not ^too late^ for me all the time.  You always attack me, I didn't do anything.

Well..

I find Ellen to be attractive and therefore appealing to watch for people.

Problems

Did you notice I'm not invited to the Ellen crowd?  That's how I'm banned from lots of places all for LIES..  It seems Ellen is in in the in crowd.  I'm Jewish too if not more.

An Unstoppable Force Who Does Not Much.

.Ellen DeGeneres, you expect something to matter that she does and find you can't place an ounce of trust in her.  She could have a baby and get prattled for it.  Like, she'll seem nice then say something that sticks with you that's mean and say oh well that's the way it is.  She seems nice as a disclaimer, though, but I am curious @ this.

So..

..Does anyone out there have the opinion Ellen DeGeneres is actually just a baby?  She has nothing to say but a snoot nose.

Disclaimer: I don't really feel that bad @ her, but she seems to be letting too much out.. you know like against me in a certain way that seems to total like everything.

What is your problem?

I don't remember what happened, but if I'm threatened I'll do anything.

Problem

People are bothering me telling me they won't do stuff just because I thought I wanted to k*** people.  I didn't wanna think of that word.  Oh well, I have no real friends..

Weird

My parents think if I get upset at racist kids that I think they're worthless.

Problem

My dad breathed on in a bag of toys I had that I might give to future kids.  I don't wanna think of this!!  You chose to mess with me.

Yes

I stepped into my old bedroom and now realize I must paint my room to be like Miami Beach.

Success

I've got lots of laundry done, will finish most of it tonight.. lots to fold but can listen to music or watch cartoons.. 2 filled machines of clothes that don't need ironing!

Wah!

I have been feeling threatened by my life.

Stop!!  Stop bothering me!  Stop lying.  They said "only Johnny Depp can ^do it^."  Get your own blog to post *shit* on!

So, that's why I'm cracking down and making sure no one can all go crazy and attack me.  Ellen has been sponsoring this to me, no work on her part.  I don't know why she always looks like she's talking to me sometimes, but I did want to catch her attention just don't know why she did it so much it seemed sometimes.  Sometimes, people do seem like they do that when they aren't, I know, too.

Anyway, what is with Ellen and how she smirks in the shadows?  Does she seem to do that to everyone like she's the best and using other people against others?  She does what's popular ^reluctantly^ and this is ^popular^.  She really makes a scene saying other people aren't all that, like maybe just cuz they aren't famous or they expect to talk to famous people but not themselves ALSO BE famous, which is another way to save space in the world by some people's worried standards.

So, sorry, @ it, I don't really want to do it.  I don't know hot to react when I feel hurt or threatened.  I have a book on how to control yourself and one on goals, cost a bit.  Maybe, I'll look into that some more again.  Yes, I am still me, upset @ some things where I felt uncomfortable.  I do need to defend myself, but Ellen uses it as an opportunity to feel better than me.  I mean, it's not illegal to get mad on the inside.  Tim Burton was upset I could do that.  See, he did something wrong and can't take it.

Problem

I don't wish anything bad on her, but thoughts of her when not watching for like 2 weeks came back.  I don't know why it bothered me this time, but I mean I guess I just didn't want the news while I was busy, ironing..  :/  Like, she has a deep hatred and smirking nature, trying to disettle me.  I always am earnest and don't say I'm much but hear lots of praise.  When I hear that I'm just a joke, that doesn't settle well with me..  I don't wanna be fooled by Ellen just because I feel upset watching the show.  When I didn't watch it, I was okay.  I don't know if I should apologize to anyone, but I know I didn't want to mean it.  My room is such a mess.  I must paint it!!

Problem

So, if I don't post what bothers me, I'll think of something you don't want me to think of.. like when you just keep going making big statements in big ways literally..