Back

Well, I got back from the group.  Nothing much to be eaten.  Wanna watch TV, maybe rest 1st..

That group sure was funny. Some worked, some play video games.  1 wants me over to dance and I said yes.  I think someone else wanted to contact me.  We got everyone's info.  It'll be over in May.  Another is like February to April.  Then, I volunteer, unless I make it as Tinkerbell and lose some weight and cook some healthier food.  I wanna cook breakfast and dessert, too, which is a downfall.  The vegan recipe wasn't as tasty.  It was okay to eat, though.  I just am afraid of getting cancer.  I don't eat vegan a lot now.

Nitey Soon

Still doing my nails, though.

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I took a break, too.  I was a singer with great potential in 2004-2005 when I started college in music.  My life became a monitored sort of experiment..  I grew lazy and unable to succeed in school.

Since I was tricked online to being hated for something stupid.. I started posting my karaokes I started to record.  It gave me something to do, if you will.  Now, I label all my videos with a note that I didn't know if it was legal, just in case.

You do seem like a nice-looking girl with music in her heart and soul..  I was more of a prodigy than a musically inclined personality, if you will.  I was asked to do different things but not like all the time like I was also in band a lot.  I went up north to an organ workshop for teens and we all laughed at every other instrument.  I was kicked outta singing in college for being shy, too.

My dad is like that I guess, doesn't set me up to be a winner but always wants to be there to stimulate me, though I grew up being picky to his touch..

I know my dad lets me talk about him.  He was a champion in martial arts, was in the same event as I think either Bruce Lee or the other world famous martial artist, Billy Blancs?  I think the 1st..  He had a band where they played popular music and he was rhythm.  The funny thing is I'm learning the notes 1 by 1.  He sings alone at least now I know, started up again around 2000 I think.  He acted like he wanted to start piano when I did, hope he does.. if he really wants that.  :/

Yes, I am hoping to go to college even if I'm famous to study opera, which is 4 years, sounds like fun! though I'm too old now.  There is also dance, which I think I will do.  Ballet.  It will broaden the options I have in what I do I guess..  I'm also trying to get famous in a movie via Explore Talent and local agencies if they accept me ever..

I'm a pretty active singer and could outsing most anyone or at least used to.  Mindi doesn't seem to be interested in singing so much as enjoying having a talented, loving dad.  His family does seem warped.  I could not imagine being related to them.  Obviously, saying so, I am still a fan.  I think my parents just wanted me to be a good weight and size with neat hair and no attitude.. I was pretty slender.  With my brother around, though, coupled with nothing to do, I seemed to pop my belt buckle.

Well, I started being active ever since I could remember.  I wanted to sing when I was 5 and got to do so at 7 and was in choir|s most of my life and some band with keyboard skills..

I did some private lessons including a year at college.

I didn't know opera to be angelic until now, too..  :|

I think Mindi would be a good friend and she'd probably be happy on Twitter.

Being Good

Ellen can tell us to be nice to others and accept their fallbacks, but maybe we can at least put Ellen under the proper label, whatever it really is for those who are good..

STOP

CURSING MY FUTURE BABY

STOP

THAT IS NOT MY BABY

Stupid

Why won't anyone "cast" me?  Oh no, that looks like something my dad did to who was flooding me with insults who I don't like in that way that much.

Problems

My mom won't stop sending messages, talking with her noises!  Even when I'm in the garage!  No that friend is not nice.  Stop hitting me up like that!!  Get that outta my life!!

Foreign Language

We have to take 5 or 6 classes in a foreign language.  I choose German over French.  I feel German is more of a base language.

Hmph

This sucks.

Problem

Wow, Ellen, you just wanna hurt me for talking about how you hurt me and I don't hurt you?  You think I hurt you.  And I'm not being sarcastic like other kids would think everything is not okay to say cuz they're gonna lose socially..

Problem

I have this old friend who acts like you shouldn't say anything and has a younger dad.. which I like younger dads.  I think ya'll are following this message.  That's not okay.  You even let the English say to "get something out."

People

won't stop going around trying to arouse me!!  What are you some kinda joke?  I mean here in Orlando and people like Ellen!!  I didn't say she had to stoop low into my crap I get from ya'll!  No one "needs" to read my blog..

Should I arouse you just because I can?

Auditioning

Why don't casting directors "want" the auditions directly from the auditionees?

I wanna go here

http://www.bw.edu/academics/conservatory/academics/2013%20Voice%20Performance.pdf

What to Do

Chores?  Lie down?  I will watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" after I exercise when I get back to town.

New Photos

New Photos of Me

Auditions

I don't know if the Tinkerbells are for the parade because they are casting Ariel and not Snow White I think now in 1 of the auditions together.  Next week is Tinkerbell.  I need to diet better.  I need to cook.

Breakfast

I had a bunch of Chips Ahoy! chocolate chip cookies and some fat free Breyer's vanilla ice cream and Nesquik I think chocolate powder.  I tried my sammich but ick.  Tired of wheat bread for sammiches.  I need a dinner for my lunch.  How will I lose weight?  I go to a support group this evening.  Maybe, I'll work out after.  Tomorrow is nothing so I can do my ironing then.  Gotta reserve a ride for Disney, unless maybe I'd be too tired.  I might skip this week.  Save up my money, go to the mall.  I fell asleep with Hitler on.

Contrary to popular belief..

..more people should be more like Ellen DeGeneres.

I'm getting the rights to sell..

.."Both Sides Now."

BLEH

I realized I shouldn't worry.  So what of this silent thing going around with Ellen the blonde where we destroy ourselves by putting us into too much contact to people, people who are changing us in ways we don't want.

More?

A messenger pseudo Ellen keeps being cute dropping in more messages that hurt my feelings quite a bit or too often.  Don't you think this is ridiculous?  She won't leave me alone, and she's starting to round up other fans and not let me be involved.  I mean she probably is.  That's fine, I have other things to do, if that's the case.  I want Ellen to have fun with teens.

I got something annoying, my background changed and a browser there isn't even open.

Ellen may not really care.  That's why she doesn't put teens on her show.  Maybe, she thinks they're stuck up, but I like them.

BLEH tired

I'm not a weirdo and do not appreciate people being mean to me where I can't get them to stop.

Mad

Ellen may have told a stead to affect my body when talking, my mouse arm.

Problems

I didn't have a remote yesterday and the internet is slow today and I'm actually going somewhere tomorrow..

STOP

I am not a baby.  My mouth closed up and finally the post was made.  I told you I didn't want to be in this experiment.  You are rude and claim not to affiliate any need with me.

My lips - hey what was that - closed up on each side.  ':[

I see..

..on IMDb they are getting rowdier.  An African-American poster is trying to mirror younger posters to be black in a bad way.  Is this the kill for Ellen?  I'm serious.  I'm not saying it to feel the effect.

I guess..

..Ellen is an adult now.

Wow

Wow, Ellen, you sure make for a cute baby!

So Sorry

If I hurt you Ellen, you probably have enough problems already.  People are hard on you.  You're perfect and sweet.  Take it easy?  What is it, is it Mamma?

Now..

..my internet is so slow sometimes.  Golden Globes keeping more people up?