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Monday, January 20, 2014
Please Stop
Ellen your message is that you're bad and need to be good.. it's not ^too late^ for me all the time. You always attack me, I didn't do anything.
Problems
Did you notice I'm not invited to the Ellen crowd? That's how I'm banned from lots of places all for LIES.. It seems Ellen is in in the in crowd. I'm Jewish too if not more.
An Unstoppable Force Who Does Not Much.
.Ellen DeGeneres, you expect something to matter that she does and find you can't place an ounce of trust in her. She could have a baby and get prattled for it. Like, she'll seem nice then say something that sticks with you that's mean and say oh well that's the way it is. She seems nice as a disclaimer, though, but I am curious @ this.
So..
..Does anyone out there have the opinion Ellen DeGeneres is actually just a baby? She has nothing to say but a snoot nose.
Disclaimer: I don't really feel that bad @ her, but she seems to be letting too much out.. you know like against me in a certain way that seems to total like everything.
Disclaimer: I don't really feel that bad @ her, but she seems to be letting too much out.. you know like against me in a certain way that seems to total like everything.
Problem
People are bothering me telling me they won't do stuff just because I thought I wanted to k*** people. I didn't wanna think of that word. Oh well, I have no real friends..
Problem
My dad breathed on in a bag of toys I had that I might give to future kids. I don't wanna think of this!! You chose to mess with me.
Wah!
I have been feeling threatened by my life.
Stop!! Stop bothering me! Stop lying. They said "only Johnny Depp can ^do it^." Get your own blog to post *shit* on!
So, that's why I'm cracking down and making sure no one can all go crazy and attack me. Ellen has been sponsoring this to me, no work on her part. I don't know why she always looks like she's talking to me sometimes, but I did want to catch her attention just don't know why she did it so much it seemed sometimes. Sometimes, people do seem like they do that when they aren't, I know, too.
Anyway, what is with Ellen and how she smirks in the shadows? Does she seem to do that to everyone like she's the best and using other people against others? She does what's popular ^reluctantly^ and this is ^popular^. She really makes a scene saying other people aren't all that, like maybe just cuz they aren't famous or they expect to talk to famous people but not themselves ALSO BE famous, which is another way to save space in the world by some people's worried standards.
So, sorry, @ it, I don't really want to do it. I don't know hot to react when I feel hurt or threatened. I have a book on how to control yourself and one on goals, cost a bit. Maybe, I'll look into that some more again. Yes, I am still me, upset @ some things where I felt uncomfortable. I do need to defend myself, but Ellen uses it as an opportunity to feel better than me. I mean, it's not illegal to get mad on the inside. Tim Burton was upset I could do that. See, he did something wrong and can't take it.
Stop!! Stop bothering me! Stop lying. They said "only Johnny Depp can ^do it^." Get your own blog to post *shit* on!
So, that's why I'm cracking down and making sure no one can all go crazy and attack me. Ellen has been sponsoring this to me, no work on her part. I don't know why she always looks like she's talking to me sometimes, but I did want to catch her attention just don't know why she did it so much it seemed sometimes. Sometimes, people do seem like they do that when they aren't, I know, too.
Anyway, what is with Ellen and how she smirks in the shadows? Does she seem to do that to everyone like she's the best and using other people against others? She does what's popular ^reluctantly^ and this is ^popular^. She really makes a scene saying other people aren't all that, like maybe just cuz they aren't famous or they expect to talk to famous people but not themselves ALSO BE famous, which is another way to save space in the world by some people's worried standards.
So, sorry, @ it, I don't really want to do it. I don't know hot to react when I feel hurt or threatened. I have a book on how to control yourself and one on goals, cost a bit. Maybe, I'll look into that some more again. Yes, I am still me, upset @ some things where I felt uncomfortable. I do need to defend myself, but Ellen uses it as an opportunity to feel better than me. I mean, it's not illegal to get mad on the inside. Tim Burton was upset I could do that. See, he did something wrong and can't take it.
Problem
I don't wish anything bad on her, but thoughts of her when not watching for like 2 weeks came back. I don't know why it bothered me this time, but I mean I guess I just didn't want the news while I was busy, ironing.. :/ Like, she has a deep hatred and smirking nature, trying to disettle me. I always am earnest and don't say I'm much but hear lots of praise. When I hear that I'm just a joke, that doesn't settle well with me.. I don't wanna be fooled by Ellen just because I feel upset watching the show. When I didn't watch it, I was okay. I don't know if I should apologize to anyone, but I know I didn't want to mean it. My room is such a mess. I must paint it!!
Problem
So, if I don't post what bothers me, I'll think of something you don't want me to think of.. like when you just keep going making big statements in big ways literally..
Problem
I am already nice to my friends. You can't go in like you're something and wanna say I did something cuz my mom is Chinese. I am perfect enough and stop making fun of me for it!!!!
Not Your Choice
If I think of "k***" does not mean you can ^do something^. You think you're younger like a scale but aren't.
The Real Problem
I had to stop my work to post this.. guess I must always be ready to post even if I am cooking or something.
What made me upset at start was my mom prancing in like she's all that saying she's now only grocery shopping once a week and I found that it cost more money to make food each week and for some reason only have $20 left for about a month more, spent @ $80 for a dinner and dessert.
What made me upset at start was my mom prancing in like she's all that saying she's now only grocery shopping once a week and I found that it cost more money to make food each week and for some reason only have $20 left for about a month more, spent @ $80 for a dinner and dessert.
Why I Don't Care Now
They keep being suggestive. I can fight back. That is always allowed. Except my parents would call the police if I did physically even if it bothered them like I was yelling or maybe if|When I've made them yell. I just don't want to interact with them, but there's always something waiting. I haven't watched that Ellen for like 2 weeks.. Why does she think I owe her something? She can put her ass in a seat and watch us all be Ellen for awhile until we're evened up enough for her to take.
My mom just came in and tried to make me feel tacky, like she's just a slob, my head. She was muttering some words @ going back behind the house..
And I just heard another tacky noise and they eluded to a real person. Can't you just get it and go? Stop trying to affect me you weirdo. No one likes you if you are who you say you are. Just wasting time.
All I did was think "k***" and tell each parent the other was bothering me..
My mom just came in and tried to make me feel tacky, like she's just a slob, my head. She was muttering some words @ going back behind the house..
And I just heard another tacky noise and they eluded to a real person. Can't you just get it and go? Stop trying to affect me you weirdo. No one likes you if you are who you say you are. Just wasting time.
All I did was think "k***" and tell each parent the other was bothering me..
Problem
I was so mad I didn't wanna stop my chores to write this but thought of "k***" just because it was stuck in my head.
My parents keep doing things to stimulate and hurt me and so would anyone else cuza Tim Burton!
I haven't even been on Ellen for a week or so for this purpose. She turns on like a steam roller if something I do happens. What is this *beep*! What's her problem? I can't stand the news that she comes up with some new thing all the time. I didn't do anything that much! She doesn't know much! I know @ where she's been from. She insists it's okay with her mom, but her mom's just scared now. She was so strict with her on other things, though, apparently, and Ellen could not do it herself.. she has Mommy help her as the baby. She doesn't even have any kids!
My parents keep doing things to stimulate and hurt me and so would anyone else cuza Tim Burton!
I haven't even been on Ellen for a week or so for this purpose. She turns on like a steam roller if something I do happens. What is this *beep*! What's her problem? I can't stand the news that she comes up with some new thing all the time. I didn't do anything that much! She doesn't know much! I know @ where she's been from. She insists it's okay with her mom, but her mom's just scared now. She was so strict with her on other things, though, apparently, and Ellen could not do it herself.. she has Mommy help her as the baby. She doesn't even have any kids!
Dream
I was in the car with my mom. She kept plunging into a beachy colored pool.. I did something like that under instructions and in the end just wanted to know if I could still do high school band- Woke up and felt like my head was just m.. except in a thinking way and I was so depressed I was not still in high school..
Big Question
I am not here for Ellen to get mad at me a lot, but most people believe she gets mad at many things I chose to say. How does she? I think she just sends it in the mail, for me literally.
We have to say she's alright and too nice sometimes. I could say no Ellen, but I like it and I just want to be in on what she does like everyone else is allowed to.. I just feel made fun of for it I mean.
We have to say she's alright and too nice sometimes. I could say no Ellen, but I like it and I just want to be in on what she does like everyone else is allowed to.. I just feel made fun of for it I mean.
Wah (Why)
Why should I believe someone would torture my future daughter mentally? I ask because I got threatened with things of such a nature, while at the time I am avoiding having a family seeing as how it probably would go. How does such a thing seem to work out for you? I am being more of a sojourner or someone who is into the world and doesn't want any jealousy issues to arise. It doesn't seem like an especially appropriate post, but it really bothered me and a bad word came up. It's the same for if I did have a son or|and a daughter.
Another Funny Issue
Is Ellen just like always worried @ being stimulated from being overlyrated famous?
Problem
My problem I wanted to address my dad was I'm in a constant fit of stimulation, battling it from him, he who should not be in my life in this way. He keeps trying to say suggestive things @ just anything. He started yelling in the car at me or things I said and made up weird things. It's just because he stimulated my brother as a baby. My parents are selfish and that's stupid.
New Videos
New Videos of Me Singing
2014/01/20
1 - 6/10 - Top of the World - no images
2 - 6/10 - Both Sides Now - no images
2014/01/20
1 - 6/10 - Top of the World - no images
2 - 6/10 - Both Sides Now - no images
What I Think Of
My thoughts on Portia are that she's sorta bad in a cool way like most people.. She's very sweet, but she doesn't seem to do things for herself nor others..
Problem
My dad is trying to stimulate me just because my mom was thinking @ stimulating my little brother. Like, he keeps saying stimulating things, suggestive things. I think it has something to do with Ellen DeGeneres, unfortunately-
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