Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Monday, January 20, 2014
Please Stop
Ellen your message is that you're bad and need to be good.. it's not ^too late^ for me all the time. You always attack me, I didn't do anything.
Problems
Did you notice I'm not invited to the Ellen crowd? That's how I'm banned from lots of places all for LIES.. It seems Ellen is in in the in crowd. I'm Jewish too if not more.
An Unstoppable Force Who Does Not Much.
.Ellen DeGeneres, you expect something to matter that she does and find you can't place an ounce of trust in her. She could have a baby and get prattled for it. Like, she'll seem nice then say something that sticks with you that's mean and say oh well that's the way it is. She seems nice as a disclaimer, though, but I am curious @ this.
So..
..Does anyone out there have the opinion Ellen DeGeneres is actually just a baby? She has nothing to say but a snoot nose.
Disclaimer: I don't really feel that bad @ her, but she seems to be letting too much out.. you know like against me in a certain way that seems to total like everything.
Disclaimer: I don't really feel that bad @ her, but she seems to be letting too much out.. you know like against me in a certain way that seems to total like everything.
Problem
People are bothering me telling me they won't do stuff just because I thought I wanted to k*** people. I didn't wanna think of that word. Oh well, I have no real friends..
Problem
My dad breathed on in a bag of toys I had that I might give to future kids. I don't wanna think of this!! You chose to mess with me.
Success
I've got lots of laundry done, will finish most of it tonight.. lots to fold but can listen to music or watch cartoons.. 2 filled machines of clothes that don't need ironing!
Wah!
I have been feeling threatened by my life.
Stop!! Stop bothering me! Stop lying. They said "only Johnny Depp can ^do it^." Get your own blog to post *shit* on!
So, that's why I'm cracking down and making sure no one can all go crazy and attack me. Ellen has been sponsoring this to me, no work on her part. I don't know why she always looks like she's talking to me sometimes, but I did want to catch her attention just don't know why she did it so much it seemed sometimes. Sometimes, people do seem like they do that when they aren't, I know, too.
Anyway, what is with Ellen and how she smirks in the shadows? Does she seem to do that to everyone like she's the best and using other people against others? She does what's popular ^reluctantly^ and this is ^popular^. She really makes a scene saying other people aren't all that, like maybe just cuz they aren't famous or they expect to talk to famous people but not themselves ALSO BE famous, which is another way to save space in the world by some people's worried standards.
So, sorry, @ it, I don't really want to do it. I don't know hot to react when I feel hurt or threatened. I have a book on how to control yourself and one on goals, cost a bit. Maybe, I'll look into that some more again. Yes, I am still me, upset @ some things where I felt uncomfortable. I do need to defend myself, but Ellen uses it as an opportunity to feel better than me. I mean, it's not illegal to get mad on the inside. Tim Burton was upset I could do that. See, he did something wrong and can't take it.
Stop!! Stop bothering me! Stop lying. They said "only Johnny Depp can ^do it^." Get your own blog to post *shit* on!
So, that's why I'm cracking down and making sure no one can all go crazy and attack me. Ellen has been sponsoring this to me, no work on her part. I don't know why she always looks like she's talking to me sometimes, but I did want to catch her attention just don't know why she did it so much it seemed sometimes. Sometimes, people do seem like they do that when they aren't, I know, too.
Anyway, what is with Ellen and how she smirks in the shadows? Does she seem to do that to everyone like she's the best and using other people against others? She does what's popular ^reluctantly^ and this is ^popular^. She really makes a scene saying other people aren't all that, like maybe just cuz they aren't famous or they expect to talk to famous people but not themselves ALSO BE famous, which is another way to save space in the world by some people's worried standards.
So, sorry, @ it, I don't really want to do it. I don't know hot to react when I feel hurt or threatened. I have a book on how to control yourself and one on goals, cost a bit. Maybe, I'll look into that some more again. Yes, I am still me, upset @ some things where I felt uncomfortable. I do need to defend myself, but Ellen uses it as an opportunity to feel better than me. I mean, it's not illegal to get mad on the inside. Tim Burton was upset I could do that. See, he did something wrong and can't take it.
Problem
I don't wish anything bad on her, but thoughts of her when not watching for like 2 weeks came back. I don't know why it bothered me this time, but I mean I guess I just didn't want the news while I was busy, ironing.. :/ Like, she has a deep hatred and smirking nature, trying to disettle me. I always am earnest and don't say I'm much but hear lots of praise. When I hear that I'm just a joke, that doesn't settle well with me.. I don't wanna be fooled by Ellen just because I feel upset watching the show. When I didn't watch it, I was okay. I don't know if I should apologize to anyone, but I know I didn't want to mean it. My room is such a mess. I must paint it!!
Problem
So, if I don't post what bothers me, I'll think of something you don't want me to think of.. like when you just keep going making big statements in big ways literally..
Problem
I am already nice to my friends. You can't go in like you're something and wanna say I did something cuz my mom is Chinese. I am perfect enough and stop making fun of me for it!!!!
Not Your Choice
If I think of "k***" does not mean you can ^do something^. You think you're younger like a scale but aren't.
The Real Problem
I had to stop my work to post this.. guess I must always be ready to post even if I am cooking or something.
What made me upset at start was my mom prancing in like she's all that saying she's now only grocery shopping once a week and I found that it cost more money to make food each week and for some reason only have $20 left for about a month more, spent @ $80 for a dinner and dessert.
What made me upset at start was my mom prancing in like she's all that saying she's now only grocery shopping once a week and I found that it cost more money to make food each week and for some reason only have $20 left for about a month more, spent @ $80 for a dinner and dessert.
Why I Don't Care Now
They keep being suggestive. I can fight back. That is always allowed. Except my parents would call the police if I did physically even if it bothered them like I was yelling or maybe if|When I've made them yell. I just don't want to interact with them, but there's always something waiting. I haven't watched that Ellen for like 2 weeks.. Why does she think I owe her something? She can put her ass in a seat and watch us all be Ellen for awhile until we're evened up enough for her to take.
My mom just came in and tried to make me feel tacky, like she's just a slob, my head. She was muttering some words @ going back behind the house..
And I just heard another tacky noise and they eluded to a real person. Can't you just get it and go? Stop trying to affect me you weirdo. No one likes you if you are who you say you are. Just wasting time.
All I did was think "k***" and tell each parent the other was bothering me..
My mom just came in and tried to make me feel tacky, like she's just a slob, my head. She was muttering some words @ going back behind the house..
And I just heard another tacky noise and they eluded to a real person. Can't you just get it and go? Stop trying to affect me you weirdo. No one likes you if you are who you say you are. Just wasting time.
All I did was think "k***" and tell each parent the other was bothering me..
Problem
I was so mad I didn't wanna stop my chores to write this but thought of "k***" just because it was stuck in my head.
My parents keep doing things to stimulate and hurt me and so would anyone else cuza Tim Burton!
I haven't even been on Ellen for a week or so for this purpose. She turns on like a steam roller if something I do happens. What is this *beep*! What's her problem? I can't stand the news that she comes up with some new thing all the time. I didn't do anything that much! She doesn't know much! I know @ where she's been from. She insists it's okay with her mom, but her mom's just scared now. She was so strict with her on other things, though, apparently, and Ellen could not do it herself.. she has Mommy help her as the baby. She doesn't even have any kids!
My parents keep doing things to stimulate and hurt me and so would anyone else cuza Tim Burton!
I haven't even been on Ellen for a week or so for this purpose. She turns on like a steam roller if something I do happens. What is this *beep*! What's her problem? I can't stand the news that she comes up with some new thing all the time. I didn't do anything that much! She doesn't know much! I know @ where she's been from. She insists it's okay with her mom, but her mom's just scared now. She was so strict with her on other things, though, apparently, and Ellen could not do it herself.. she has Mommy help her as the baby. She doesn't even have any kids!
Dream
I was in the car with my mom. She kept plunging into a beachy colored pool.. I did something like that under instructions and in the end just wanted to know if I could still do high school band- Woke up and felt like my head was just m.. except in a thinking way and I was so depressed I was not still in high school..
Big Question
I am not here for Ellen to get mad at me a lot, but most people believe she gets mad at many things I chose to say. How does she? I think she just sends it in the mail, for me literally.
We have to say she's alright and too nice sometimes. I could say no Ellen, but I like it and I just want to be in on what she does like everyone else is allowed to.. I just feel made fun of for it I mean.
We have to say she's alright and too nice sometimes. I could say no Ellen, but I like it and I just want to be in on what she does like everyone else is allowed to.. I just feel made fun of for it I mean.
Wah (Why)
Why should I believe someone would torture my future daughter mentally? I ask because I got threatened with things of such a nature, while at the time I am avoiding having a family seeing as how it probably would go. How does such a thing seem to work out for you? I am being more of a sojourner or someone who is into the world and doesn't want any jealousy issues to arise. It doesn't seem like an especially appropriate post, but it really bothered me and a bad word came up. It's the same for if I did have a son or|and a daughter.
Another Funny Issue
Is Ellen just like always worried @ being stimulated from being overlyrated famous?
Problem
My problem I wanted to address my dad was I'm in a constant fit of stimulation, battling it from him, he who should not be in my life in this way. He keeps trying to say suggestive things @ just anything. He started yelling in the car at me or things I said and made up weird things. It's just because he stimulated my brother as a baby. My parents are selfish and that's stupid.
New Videos
New Videos of Me Singing
2014/01/20
1 - 6/10 - Top of the World - no images
2 - 6/10 - Both Sides Now - no images
2014/01/20
1 - 6/10 - Top of the World - no images
2 - 6/10 - Both Sides Now - no images
What I Think Of
My thoughts on Portia are that she's sorta bad in a cool way like most people.. She's very sweet, but she doesn't seem to do things for herself nor others..
Problem
My dad is trying to stimulate me just because my mom was thinking @ stimulating my little brother. Like, he keeps saying stimulating things, suggestive things. I think it has something to do with Ellen DeGeneres, unfortunately-
Sunday, January 19, 2014
May I break another ice cube?
My mom may be Chinese, but she's a good mom as in a good person. There are things she has and then again things she doesn't- (me) I mean, do you wanna meet her? What did I get from her? Isn't it obvious? Also, I'm related to my dad's relatives.
The unspoken: some people don't even wanna be good, but my mom is not disagreeable. I like you all a lot for what you've offered, too, honestly- My mom isn't too annoying about silly things. I think she changed after my brother was born- Why is he a key figure in our family? Isn't he the side dish- whoops why'd I say that? It's just that it's using food as an example for us. My brother is just my worst fears. Should we dispose of them - no. What's wrong? Don't I appear put together in some way? Some way that isn't attached to my family. I'm not a baby. I'm either like a toddler or a tweenager.
The unspoken: some people don't even wanna be good, but my mom is not disagreeable. I like you all a lot for what you've offered, too, honestly- My mom isn't too annoying about silly things. I think she changed after my brother was born- Why is he a key figure in our family? Isn't he the side dish- whoops why'd I say that? It's just that it's using food as an example for us. My brother is just my worst fears. Should we dispose of them - no. What's wrong? Don't I appear put together in some way? Some way that isn't attached to my family. I'm not a baby. I'm either like a toddler or a tweenager.
Problem
My mom just came in the laundry room and made it feel like my future son was a bad person and my mom believes it. Help! Who's involved!
Useless Anger..
Do you think that everyone needs to be told they have a flaw it so happens? Like, you try to surround someone and make them feel like a bad person. Say, they aren't, but you make it happen somehow.
No, I don't really care, but I just wanna talk @ it to myself on my blog and lure in readers from around the world and country..
I just mean that you can have lots of people who are pretty good and others who are just more rebellious who get made to feel they are different in a bad way. You can't bring people in on your wrong ways of thinking like this. Some people don't want to be turned into a bad person by accident.. but anyone would try to find some way to be interested and help. You don't bring other people into the fight itself.
No, I don't really care, but I just wanna talk @ it to myself on my blog and lure in readers from around the world and country..
I just mean that you can have lots of people who are pretty good and others who are just more rebellious who get made to feel they are different in a bad way. You can't bring people in on your wrong ways of thinking like this. Some people don't want to be turned into a bad person by accident.. but anyone would try to find some way to be interested and help. You don't bring other people into the fight itself.
Suggestion From and About Someone
So, you think rebellious people who take out their anger on unpopular people are more right than those who only get upset when appropriate cuz you think people ultimately should be gay and deathly boring and one-mode?
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Friday, January 17, 2014
Sick
I feel so sick and need to go for a jog to get my blood circulating, unless I shower and go to bed.
New Videos
New Videos of Me Singing
1 - 5/10 - Top of the World
2 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 3/10 - Angel of Music
1 - 5/10 - Top of the World
2 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
3 - 3/10 - Angel of Music
You know what's what, though..
set up..
My cousins are cared for by younger relatives, and I'm pushed to my gramma when she's mad at me for nothing now.
My cousins are cared for by younger relatives, and I'm pushed to my gramma when she's mad at me for nothing now.
Jumping to Conclusions
I wouldn't jump and say Sarah Brightman + Richard Carpenter are more real singers than me. Doing it for popularity and not to showcase talent.
No hard suggestions|feelings, just trying to say something partially braindead from the cold last night.
No hard suggestions|feelings, just trying to say something partially braindead from the cold last night.
Just Admit It
Ellen is prejudiced, but she continues to lure me in. I mean she likes younger young people. She's just giving me a ball of yarn to play with.
Ah!
I feel dead in the head.
I'm washing my bedding, stuff too wet to iron may wash more laundry.. ehehe
I'm washing my bedding, stuff too wet to iron may wash more laundry.. ehehe
Yesterday
Talked to people from Pennsylvania and Colorado. The Pennsylvanian lady was right next to me so was very close but felt sorry for her.
What the *beep* is the problem?
I did not make the same decision as my parents as to what I am socially in the world.
Background in Music
Well, supposedly real music you learn more, and it helped me in singing but not when I was kicked out of it.
Changed My Mind
Guess I'll just do singing and ballet @ UCF. Wanna get in the dance program ASAP.
I felt uncomfortable about how I figured this out but no need to talk @ it.. I was looking through the sites. I also tried to call to ask @ what voice majors sing. Guess they sing the best. I mean, I dunno what musical theater singing is, too much like rock and pop.
I felt uncomfortable about how I figured this out but no need to talk @ it.. I was looking through the sites. I also tried to call to ask @ what voice majors sing. Guess they sing the best. I mean, I dunno what musical theater singing is, too much like rock and pop.
So..
..Musical Theater is built for the performer with multiple talents in a transitory state. Like, who wanna do things like be in a movie or perform @ Disney..
@ UCF..
..They say you have a close-knit curriculum not designed for transfers. What will my mom say @ that??
Upset
At colleges elsewhere we have less general studies if our major is not an Arts degree, like AA or BA..
Real Problems
If you kid @ me taking advantage of things, which I can't, you'll never solve the real problem.
Problem
I want to be on good terms with my parents and get my needs met.. guess I will do musical theater @ Seminole then UCF or possibly Rollins.
Well
Expect a lotta bs from me (ignore my cursing) if I don't get to talk to anyone like a real person in person.
And
I don't want to with them. That is who they and my brother are how he is, in a highly permanent way. They can change, but they can't change our relationship now in a snap to be someone else.
I don't know what the big deal is.
My point is my parents don't socialize. Not in an organized, set up, make sense, fun, orderly, reasoning sorta way.. You know how most moms are like set up in everything in some weird way. The experience is material.. I'm trapped like some bubble.
Wonerin'
Did you just drop me off life and not stop and know??
It's still @ the kids in school??
Yea, I wanted to move up north and meet people..
It's still @ the kids in school??
Yea, I wanted to move up north and meet people..
Well
Ellen follows Bella Thorne on Twitter but of course not me. We change our Twitters too much, non-famous people I meant.
Considering
a nice musical theater program, but I feel it won't help actually. I just am not getting accepted. I am thin enough.
I figured it out-
So, I am not a Baby Boomer and have to be in a college program of lots of other kids who want attention from their parental generations..
Interest
Ellen is not interested in the life I've been provided with.
Don't worry, I turned off what was on the radio..
Don't worry, I turned off what was on the radio..
Question
My parents look very basic and possibly general. Look at your owns elf, don't pick out my parents to torture in the dead end.
Did you get what hit me?
I was thinking of how people let everyone else do ^what^ I want. I don't really interact with my parents, we don't engaged in organized activity, not like putt putt.. I mean in a different way. Like, they are not organized thinkers.. They seem like they are a different race that I don't want to become.
So..
..Ellen is out to know? Who wants to be my friend?? I still like her show and all, but I mean lots of people would love to know her! She doesn't care! I mean, why Portia??
Scardy Cat
Ellen I don't need no song and dance but I do not approve of Portia in some abstract way no offense if that makes sense. You do not provide me with what I need before I die.
I'm toired
of my dad's secret rantings at me..like I just got the public message from someone I AM NOT FRENCH and like I think I'm high and mighty. Why wait for my dad? I used to interact. This is because not only or if at all by Tim Burton thought it was in a way but essentially no..
Bored
With all my efforts no one could get me into a life in music from college and other talents like ballet.
I thought you said
being sloppy like this was bad. I didn't process your logic. Doesn't have a point. Says itself.
I found
You are making places other than New Orleans like China, private and unable to function like you.
Moody
Ellen I am sick and don't know when I will feel ready to view your shows without getting mad and messing things up.
Before You Even Think About It
I don't plan to have a family now and about the future I set guidelines for different types of fathers.. I'm not getting together, though. People I like have been too mean to me.
Almost Died
I found I might die if I can't talk to people I want and I don't want anyone I'm related to to find out I want to get close to any other people physically but not s*******.
I was left out in freezing weather in thin pants but a nice jacket, given the wrong pickup time, too.. I was convinced and almost got near death. I had some coffee with chocolate and sugar.
I also just found Ellen can't provide for me socially, and that's what's killing me. The people at Disney are so agreeable and free and happy all the time except people were stirring things up and making things impossible I just know it.
I said on Twitter I wish to be in movies but not a star now. I need money. I am not provided for. I would like to see my cousins up north. They are open to me and know about me. I don't need famous this and that Ellen and whatever.
There's more, I just forget.
Also, I will not put up with any family members of friends, so plan not to meet. I was saying I wanted a life like others have. Oh yes, in the end you have me dead. I have no money is my problem. I need to make it. My aunt doesn't even talk to me much anymore..
I was left out in freezing weather in thin pants but a nice jacket, given the wrong pickup time, too.. I was convinced and almost got near death. I had some coffee with chocolate and sugar.
I also just found Ellen can't provide for me socially, and that's what's killing me. The people at Disney are so agreeable and free and happy all the time except people were stirring things up and making things impossible I just know it.
I said on Twitter I wish to be in movies but not a star now. I need money. I am not provided for. I would like to see my cousins up north. They are open to me and know about me. I don't need famous this and that Ellen and whatever.
There's more, I just forget.
Also, I will not put up with any family members of friends, so plan not to meet. I was saying I wanted a life like others have. Oh yes, in the end you have me dead. I have no money is my problem. I need to make it. My aunt doesn't even talk to me much anymore..
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Prejudices
It's okay if everything isn't that way. Are you more interested in a friend I have with parents who are super older than her? I had to have a laugh if it was just because you didn't want to admit you didn't really care. Also, I'm being picked at for having European heritage and like it should "go" to her. LOL? Well, I guess you are bad and using it as an excuse. Me having a 3rd World race does not make me a show-off. I'm that and American. NO EUROPEAN GLORY. I'm scraping by.
Cont.
Well, my room is cleanER. I just hope that I can finish my
laundry soon. You know, I can't do it on the weekends. I can iron,
though. Got 2 huge piles of clothes somehow. I wonder if I'll get some
done tonight. Okay, Ellen, see you Tuesday??
Wah! So, how often do you watch her and do you watch her??
Wah! So, how often do you watch her and do you watch her??
When will I catch up
with Ellen? Maybe, I don't wanna get mad. I have to wake up early tomorrow. I hope I watch it while I wait to go. I missed Thursday, Friday, Monday, Tuesday, today. Do you thinks she is mad? I managed to do some things for myself.. (chores.)
New Videos
New Videos of Me
3 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
4 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
5 - 5/10 - Top of the World
6 - 3/10 - Angel of Music
Me Talking
3 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
4 - 5/10 - Rainy Days and Mondays
5 - 5/10 - Top of the World
6 - 3/10 - Angel of Music
Me Talking
Something Came Up-
So, I was wondering if Richard Carpenter likes to go along with things. I was trying to see why that tagalog was so upset with him, and he just kinda gave in from other things though in and of itself didn't want to. I was interested so watched it again. He isn't quite like a reserved British family, more social and engaging like Tim Burton but more private.
Snail Mail
Dear Richard Carpenter,
I have started to become an avid fan of you and your work and performances..
I was wondering how you get to sing with you, those performances you've been giving lately. I understand if you wish to not respond but was just wondering.
Go to this site - - if you want to hear my singing, also your music, an unlisted YouTube video pasted to this site..
Thank you very much!
Sincerely,
Christina Ann <3
I have started to become an avid fan of you and your work and performances..
I was wondering how you get to sing with you, those performances you've been giving lately. I understand if you wish to not respond but was just wondering.
Go to this site - - if you want to hear my singing, also your music, an unlisted YouTube video pasted to this site..
Thank you very much!
Sincerely,
Christina Ann <3
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
IMDb
Johnny Depp
Wow! I didn't know she wanted to be committed to him by marriage. I don't. I am a polybisensual. Wish he'd marry me into the family or I was a friend of Lily Rose, but you can tell I am older than her so maybe not but younger than her mom by a lot. Wouldn't anyone like to know them??
Does anyone know why they are together? Is it just for Johnny Depp's popularity like we thought with Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter? She looks too young to marry and too young to marry him. She's still like a kid almost or teenager.
I've already made a decision to be famous and if I were to meet lots of people and not get married nor have kids until I become too old for people to care about me, like 40, if I feel old enough, which I expect to dedicate myself to people who are not in my family, as well..
I know, though, like we're following the romantic lives of certain individuals in the public eye.
Also, we all can see the message that famous people think they will always feel as substantial and feel that they did the right thing and therefore seem to look as happy as before whereas all other people who are not famous don't.
Wow! I didn't know she wanted to be committed to him by marriage. I don't. I am a polybisensual. Wish he'd marry me into the family or I was a friend of Lily Rose, but you can tell I am older than her so maybe not but younger than her mom by a lot. Wouldn't anyone like to know them??
Does anyone know why they are together? Is it just for Johnny Depp's popularity like we thought with Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter? She looks too young to marry and too young to marry him. She's still like a kid almost or teenager.
I've already made a decision to be famous and if I were to meet lots of people and not get married nor have kids until I become too old for people to care about me, like 40, if I feel old enough, which I expect to dedicate myself to people who are not in my family, as well..
I know, though, like we're following the romantic lives of certain individuals in the public eye.
Also, we all can see the message that famous people think they will always feel as substantial and feel that they did the right thing and therefore seem to look as happy as before whereas all other people who are not famous don't.
Off Schedule
I'll watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in good time, I'm behind on laundry and have a full week's schedule almost. I was able to complete a lot today. I'm making my website now. So, Ellen, sorry, I will try to catch up, I also feel sick from cookies 1 day. Everyone else, have a great time watching the show if you watch it! I lost 2 days 1 week, 1 the next, and now I lost 2 so far. Hopefully, I'll be awake tomorrow. Plan to wash laundry and other than that I don't think I'll be able to finish all my laundry. I cleared my room some. I lost my Wii, might have to buy a new system sometime. I have $80+ right now. I'm just not in the mood for serious TV. I might have to work out later today. I'm working on my website for fun, want to get back to watching that show, not sure what she thinks about how much we watch it. I try to write summaries on it. I changed my blog, so the tag doesn't include it all from previous blogs.
What do you think on this interesting thing?
Chloe Grace Moretz is alive in the fantasy, in a good way, that she's Ellen DeGeneres just because Mamma is a Southerner.
Theraputic Talk Now
Just tell yourself Ellen is wrong to push in "what" you did.. when that's not the way it should be. I feel very bullied just because I also cursed. You sure don't do that to big, burly men.
Monday, January 13, 2014
Back
Well, I got back from the group. Nothing much to be eaten. Wanna watch TV, maybe rest 1st..
That group sure was funny. Some worked, some play video games. 1 wants me over to dance and I said yes. I think someone else wanted to contact me. We got everyone's info. It'll be over in May. Another is like February to April. Then, I volunteer, unless I make it as Tinkerbell and lose some weight and cook some healthier food. I wanna cook breakfast and dessert, too, which is a downfall. The vegan recipe wasn't as tasty. It was okay to eat, though. I just am afraid of getting cancer. I don't eat vegan a lot now.
That group sure was funny. Some worked, some play video games. 1 wants me over to dance and I said yes. I think someone else wanted to contact me. We got everyone's info. It'll be over in May. Another is like February to April. Then, I volunteer, unless I make it as Tinkerbell and lose some weight and cook some healthier food. I wanna cook breakfast and dessert, too, which is a downfall. The vegan recipe wasn't as tasty. It was okay to eat, though. I just am afraid of getting cancer. I don't eat vegan a lot now.
Blog Comment by Me
link
I took a break, too. I was a singer with great potential in 2004-2005 when I started college in music. My life became a monitored sort of experiment.. I grew lazy and unable to succeed in school.
Since I was tricked online to being hated for something stupid.. I started posting my karaokes I started to record. It gave me something to do, if you will. Now, I label all my videos with a note that I didn't know if it was legal, just in case.
You do seem like a nice-looking girl with music in her heart and soul.. I was more of a prodigy than a musically inclined personality, if you will. I was asked to do different things but not like all the time like I was also in band a lot. I went up north to an organ workshop for teens and we all laughed at every other instrument. I was kicked outta singing in college for being shy, too.
My dad is like that I guess, doesn't set me up to be a winner but always wants to be there to stimulate me, though I grew up being picky to his touch..
I know my dad lets me talk about him. He was a champion in martial arts, was in the same event as I think either Bruce Lee or the other world famous martial artist, Billy Blancs? I think the 1st.. He had a band where they played popular music and he was rhythm. The funny thing is I'm learning the notes 1 by 1. He sings alone at least now I know, started up again around 2000 I think. He acted like he wanted to start piano when I did, hope he does.. if he really wants that. :/
Yes, I am hoping to go to college even if I'm famous to study opera, which is 4 years, sounds like fun! though I'm too old now. There is also dance, which I think I will do. Ballet. It will broaden the options I have in what I do I guess.. I'm also trying to get famous in a movie via Explore Talent and local agencies if they accept me ever..
I'm a pretty active singer and could outsing most anyone or at least used to. Mindi doesn't seem to be interested in singing so much as enjoying having a talented, loving dad. His family does seem warped. I could not imagine being related to them. Obviously, saying so, I am still a fan. I think my parents just wanted me to be a good weight and size with neat hair and no attitude.. I was pretty slender. With my brother around, though, coupled with nothing to do, I seemed to pop my belt buckle.
Well, I started being active ever since I could remember. I wanted to sing when I was 5 and got to do so at 7 and was in choir|s most of my life and some band with keyboard skills..
I did some private lessons including a year at college.
I didn't know opera to be angelic until now, too.. :|
I think Mindi would be a good friend and she'd probably be happy on Twitter.
I took a break, too. I was a singer with great potential in 2004-2005 when I started college in music. My life became a monitored sort of experiment.. I grew lazy and unable to succeed in school.
Since I was tricked online to being hated for something stupid.. I started posting my karaokes I started to record. It gave me something to do, if you will. Now, I label all my videos with a note that I didn't know if it was legal, just in case.
You do seem like a nice-looking girl with music in her heart and soul.. I was more of a prodigy than a musically inclined personality, if you will. I was asked to do different things but not like all the time like I was also in band a lot. I went up north to an organ workshop for teens and we all laughed at every other instrument. I was kicked outta singing in college for being shy, too.
My dad is like that I guess, doesn't set me up to be a winner but always wants to be there to stimulate me, though I grew up being picky to his touch..
I know my dad lets me talk about him. He was a champion in martial arts, was in the same event as I think either Bruce Lee or the other world famous martial artist, Billy Blancs? I think the 1st.. He had a band where they played popular music and he was rhythm. The funny thing is I'm learning the notes 1 by 1. He sings alone at least now I know, started up again around 2000 I think. He acted like he wanted to start piano when I did, hope he does.. if he really wants that. :/
Yes, I am hoping to go to college even if I'm famous to study opera, which is 4 years, sounds like fun! though I'm too old now. There is also dance, which I think I will do. Ballet. It will broaden the options I have in what I do I guess.. I'm also trying to get famous in a movie via Explore Talent and local agencies if they accept me ever..
I'm a pretty active singer and could outsing most anyone or at least used to. Mindi doesn't seem to be interested in singing so much as enjoying having a talented, loving dad. His family does seem warped. I could not imagine being related to them. Obviously, saying so, I am still a fan. I think my parents just wanted me to be a good weight and size with neat hair and no attitude.. I was pretty slender. With my brother around, though, coupled with nothing to do, I seemed to pop my belt buckle.
Well, I started being active ever since I could remember. I wanted to sing when I was 5 and got to do so at 7 and was in choir|s most of my life and some band with keyboard skills..
I did some private lessons including a year at college.
I didn't know opera to be angelic until now, too.. :|
I think Mindi would be a good friend and she'd probably be happy on Twitter.
Being Good
Ellen can tell us to be nice to others and accept their fallbacks, but maybe we can at least put Ellen under the proper label, whatever it really is for those who are good..
Stupid
Why won't anyone "cast" me? Oh no, that looks like something my dad did to who was flooding me with insults who I don't like in that way that much.
Problems
My mom won't stop sending messages, talking with her noises! Even when I'm in the garage! No that friend is not nice. Stop hitting me up like that!! Get that outta my life!!
Foreign Language
We have to take 5 or 6 classes in a foreign language. I choose German over French. I feel German is more of a base language.
Problem
Wow, Ellen, you just wanna hurt me for talking about how you hurt me and I don't hurt you? You think I hurt you. And I'm not being sarcastic like other kids would think everything is not okay to say cuz they're gonna lose socially..
Problem
I have this old friend who acts like you shouldn't say anything and has a younger dad.. which I like younger dads. I think ya'll are following this message. That's not okay. You even let the English say to "get something out."
People
won't stop going around trying to arouse me!! What are you some kinda joke? I mean here in Orlando and people like Ellen!! I didn't say she had to stoop low into my crap I get from ya'll! No one "needs" to read my blog..
Should I arouse you just because I can?
Should I arouse you just because I can?
What to Do
Chores? Lie down? I will watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" after I exercise when I get back to town.
Auditions
I don't know if the Tinkerbells are for the parade because they are casting Ariel and not Snow White I think now in 1 of the auditions together. Next week is Tinkerbell. I need to diet better. I need to cook.
Breakfast
I had a bunch of Chips Ahoy! chocolate chip cookies and some fat free Breyer's vanilla ice cream and Nesquik I think chocolate powder. I tried my sammich but ick. Tired of wheat bread for sammiches. I need a dinner for my lunch. How will I lose weight? I go to a support group this evening. Maybe, I'll work out after. Tomorrow is nothing so I can do my ironing then. Gotta reserve a ride for Disney, unless maybe I'd be too tired. I might skip this week. Save up my money, go to the mall. I fell asleep with Hitler on.
BLEH
I realized I shouldn't worry. So what of this silent thing going around with Ellen the blonde where we destroy ourselves by putting us into too much contact to people, people who are changing us in ways we don't want.
More?
A messenger pseudo Ellen keeps being cute dropping in more messages that hurt my feelings quite a bit or too often. Don't you think this is ridiculous? She won't leave me alone, and she's starting to round up other fans and not let me be involved. I mean she probably is. That's fine, I have other things to do, if that's the case. I want Ellen to have fun with teens.
I got something annoying, my background changed and a browser there isn't even open.
Ellen may not really care. That's why she doesn't put teens on her show. Maybe, she thinks they're stuck up, but I like them.
BLEH tired
I'm not a weirdo and do not appreciate people being mean to me where I can't get them to stop.
I got something annoying, my background changed and a browser there isn't even open.
Ellen may not really care. That's why she doesn't put teens on her show. Maybe, she thinks they're stuck up, but I like them.
BLEH tired
I'm not a weirdo and do not appreciate people being mean to me where I can't get them to stop.
Problems
I didn't have a remote yesterday and the internet is slow today and I'm actually going somewhere tomorrow..
STOP
I am not a baby. My mouth closed up and finally the post was made. I told you I didn't want to be in this experiment. You are rude and claim not to affiliate any need with me.
My lips - hey what was that - closed up on each side. ':[
My lips - hey what was that - closed up on each side. ':[
I see..
..on IMDb they are getting rowdier. An African-American poster is trying to mirror younger posters to be black in a bad way. Is this the kill for Ellen? I'm serious. I'm not saying it to feel the effect.
So Sorry
If I hurt you Ellen, you probably have enough problems already. People are hard on you. You're perfect and sweet. Take it easy? What is it, is it Mamma?
Sunday, January 12, 2014
Would you say I was..
.. ^good^
Astute to my sanity from alcohol, a non-smoker, someone who doesn't even have any friends cuz she's so goody good.. so on and so forth????
Astute to my sanity from alcohol, a non-smoker, someone who doesn't even have any friends cuz she's so goody good.. so on and so forth????
Problem
Stop beating my future daughter and like at dance! I didn't do anything. Leave me be! STOP. Oh and it's ballet.
I just thought of the word cockroach.
I'm afraid I will be hurt..
My parents are making annoying noises in the kitchen.
The background looks like a roach but I mean still is a nice bunny in another way. I thought of a strangling looking at the O lasso of the Opera browser, noticed it right after as the image sprinkled onto me.
My parents are making annoying noises in the kitchen.
The background looks like a roach but I mean still is a nice bunny in another way. I thought of a strangling looking at the O lasso of the Opera browser, noticed it right after as the image sprinkled onto me.
More Insults
Ellen, I just got another of your jokes. I can curse if I want. I see you were naturally publicly humiliated for being so cruel to me. Stop telling me I can't curse. You were mean. How many times do I have to tell you! Why am I even typing this?? So, people can read it and I can get help. I just keep noticing that she's like bucking her teeth at me like a baby. How utterly *beep* I just said your age was old enough to be my mom, and you pose in public like a baby without a loving soul. No one seems to care @ you with these kinds of things. You think they do. I see people just joke @ it. I don't deserve to be hurt by you as you don't hurt anyone else. You're just racist. I'm nice. Why are you picking on me for being mean? Let's just let your pleasure fantasies go. I feel you are like this loon in my room. Trying to use me to get stimulated. I'm just saying, "this is my life." She's just gonna get outta this and say she's more important and sometimes can't be mean to me. You sure seem to think these other people are important. She's just a machine. If you tell her NOT to do something, she does it. My life is being ruined if I throw stones. It seems Ellen by your standards I would technically become more important than you, but you know I don't mean to think of anything as being that way. Why won't she stop? What's so funny? She just finds some thing and is mean. What kind of a person is nice who goes in and insults people?..
What's wrong with..
What's wrong with Ellen?
She has superpowers? She thinks I was sarcastic @ my nose to the side? Cuz it isn't as long for me now..
She has superpowers? She thinks I was sarcastic @ my nose to the side? Cuz it isn't as long for me now..
Insults
Was that another insult? You can't go in my private life and ruin what's been set up. You're really on the road to losing what's programmed in lives. Stop trying to suck it outta me! What's your problem? I can't fight back? I'm just talking. You're the 1 being annoying. Stop acting like you can do anything to me. You're the 1 who'd need me. I don't need this!
I said that..
..from more unwanted messages from Ellen via my dad, too, Ellen on Twitter. That's not nice. My dad was attacking me. I can curse on my blog @ it. That's really a stupid thing to ask, so I hope you didn't or whatever.
Mad
Did my dad just do something in the kitchen that gave me a stimulation? My bathroom is next to it.
What's the point?
Ellen never talks nice to me, in a way, always cancels it out probably.. She does things that are not right, too. She treats me like I'm stupid. Like, I get vibes that seem like a waste.
My Past Private Life
I remember trying to be good and never getting any attention. Sometimes, I was influenced to talk @ it with my parents and they thought that was bad it seemed in a way though it seemed what everyone else was supposed to do! Sometimes, my dad would mimic me like I was a dork! You don't get mad at him for it. I don't care if he's not a celebrity or social figure. You still don't get mad at him for it. This is what it's like with everyone else, too. I never was mean to my parents! You liar. What you gonna do to Ellen? You're just racist cuz I know it's okay for other kids to do this. There's no oh Christina is Chinese so let's play around.
Something Funny
Did Ellen coordinate the Golden Globes? Might I ask why she labels her orders as condemnations? That means she should get a turn, unless she is already having one. I just got upset because the entire Golden Globes was for no reason made entirely against me, after Red Carpet. That's not a funny joke. You don't need to use me. It seems that Ellen wanted to take away my popularity and pretend I was a bad person. The other only problem is she will probably try to get back at me for this. Does anyone know what's going on? What do you think I am? 1 wrong move and you get it!
..What? I didn't do anything! You think that's fun? You don't seem to like it when there is even a real problem that's being talked at. I didn't say I was gonna give up and go crazy or something.
Also, who cares about people just because they have old parents? I kinda don't wanna watch this, think I'm gonna go for a jog and come back and record Johnny Depp. Guess I might miss Amber Herd (sp?)
Do you know what Ellen really does, though? She was mad at me for even thinking of a curse word and I decided to curse. I can make that decision. It wasn't hurting anyone, like her.
I do see Ellen on her show and don't mean to make up some complaint on that front. She keeps on going behind the scenes and doing things. I also am upset it seems to be about an aunt I have from Florida wanting me to get upset every time I get a new blog. Key word upset. What is this all about: I forget (TV awards.)
They just played some suggestive music on the Golden Globes to a winner. Something else I forget. I'm going senile. Oh yes, why is Ellen showing off. I said I really don't feel like watching her sometimes. It's like every day. She thinks she can be mean to me for that!
Then, Miss Ellen flits it off like what she did that seemed wrong was right and then follows it with a suggestive, inappropriately arousing drumline. It seems that if I thought she was the 1 who felt it that maybe I won't feel it. Of course, you're not supposed to do that to people. I feel like I'm being strapped down, though, and something isn't right. My reaction is that I get aroused in a bad way. I don't know how to escape. I don't -want- to curse but would if I did. By cursing, I don't mean I'd hurt anyone. I didn't -say- that.
I'm just rattling on about my norm that I don't like. Why am I being picked at on the inside in an insulting way? Stop telling me I'm like this person or that person, my parents, in ways that are unappealing it appears and that do not really reflect them respectfully. Maybe, you just went home and drank your coffee, but I'm still busy online learning to fix my own life, not meaning it in a sarcastic way because I didn't indicate I was, actually.. Why do I feel I need to put in these ^special^ instructions for Ellen or for her interest? It's all Ellen's fault for her being stimulated that we all have to feel the same way. Ellen, I don't have to watch your show if I don't feel like it because of this. I do want to, but I feel you're just there for younger people. I just like to watch you cuz you have a popular and appealing show. I am wondering about online and like answering fans. I guess you don't want to give us that sort of ^satisfaction^ LOL.
What it is right now is I see you are laughing at me when you are mean. You think I can be punished. So could you!
It'd be hard to get that to happen, though. I don't want you to be ^punished^. What you did was you made me upset. You looked down on me. You came into my life and made it public. You made it a part of having a relationship with you and also happens with others..
You know, people think of Johnny Depp a lot and never though bad on him. I just don't see how it's okay essentially to trash the Golden Globes. You know they are interested in my life.
You all can't go in my past private life and say it does not reflect how I relate to you! WTF are you from!
..What? I didn't do anything! You think that's fun? You don't seem to like it when there is even a real problem that's being talked at. I didn't say I was gonna give up and go crazy or something.
Also, who cares about people just because they have old parents? I kinda don't wanna watch this, think I'm gonna go for a jog and come back and record Johnny Depp. Guess I might miss Amber Herd (sp?)
Do you know what Ellen really does, though? She was mad at me for even thinking of a curse word and I decided to curse. I can make that decision. It wasn't hurting anyone, like her.
I do see Ellen on her show and don't mean to make up some complaint on that front. She keeps on going behind the scenes and doing things. I also am upset it seems to be about an aunt I have from Florida wanting me to get upset every time I get a new blog. Key word upset. What is this all about: I forget (TV awards.)
They just played some suggestive music on the Golden Globes to a winner. Something else I forget. I'm going senile. Oh yes, why is Ellen showing off. I said I really don't feel like watching her sometimes. It's like every day. She thinks she can be mean to me for that!
Then, Miss Ellen flits it off like what she did that seemed wrong was right and then follows it with a suggestive, inappropriately arousing drumline. It seems that if I thought she was the 1 who felt it that maybe I won't feel it. Of course, you're not supposed to do that to people. I feel like I'm being strapped down, though, and something isn't right. My reaction is that I get aroused in a bad way. I don't know how to escape. I don't -want- to curse but would if I did. By cursing, I don't mean I'd hurt anyone. I didn't -say- that.
I'm just rattling on about my norm that I don't like. Why am I being picked at on the inside in an insulting way? Stop telling me I'm like this person or that person, my parents, in ways that are unappealing it appears and that do not really reflect them respectfully. Maybe, you just went home and drank your coffee, but I'm still busy online learning to fix my own life, not meaning it in a sarcastic way because I didn't indicate I was, actually.. Why do I feel I need to put in these ^special^ instructions for Ellen or for her interest? It's all Ellen's fault for her being stimulated that we all have to feel the same way. Ellen, I don't have to watch your show if I don't feel like it because of this. I do want to, but I feel you're just there for younger people. I just like to watch you cuz you have a popular and appealing show. I am wondering about online and like answering fans. I guess you don't want to give us that sort of ^satisfaction^ LOL.
What it is right now is I see you are laughing at me when you are mean. You think I can be punished. So could you!
It'd be hard to get that to happen, though. I don't want you to be ^punished^. What you did was you made me upset. You looked down on me. You came into my life and made it public. You made it a part of having a relationship with you and also happens with others..
You know, people think of Johnny Depp a lot and never though bad on him. I just don't see how it's okay essentially to trash the Golden Globes. You know they are interested in my life.
You all can't go in my past private life and say it does not reflect how I relate to you! WTF are you from!
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